My husband has taught me that destruction is often times an important part of creation. This is also a lesson in yoga. In Hinduism, the trinity is the Creator, The Destroyer, and the Preserver. The Destroyer seems a bit scary at first, but then you realize that he only wants to destroy illusions we have about ourselves and life that create suffering. Hatha Yoga (the poses) is linked to The Destroyer for this reason. My art journey has clearly illustrated to me how you must be able to let go of mistakes by embracing the Destroyer. This allows the creative principle to flow through you unobstructed. Of course, The Preserver is important in recognizing truth and knowing what to embrace and maintain throughout the process/journey. The first time my husband suggested "starting over" on a certain aspect of a painting; I was angry with him. Even though I wasn't pleased with what was being expressed in the picture, I was attached to the outcome of my time. I wanted a "product" to show for my investment. Now I realize that suffocates the creative energy flow in me. I think some of my art is just a chance to work out "stuff" and let go of it; not necessarily a work of art to behold and I am okay with that. That acceptance is an important step in allowing yourself to fully engage in self-expression in a creative manner. |
"The Turquoise Forest" ; completed Spring 2011 |
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